I shared lots of info these past posts that cover things I've been doing, including:
Today I share a less tangible thing that’s helping me write and post more:
Managing negative energy.
I’ve been in a game where I need to constantly redirect negative energy balls.💥
And there is a voice in my mind whose name is fear.
It is a negative energy ball creator.
Like one of those baseball machines that constantly propels balls out at you.
If I don’t keep catching them properly, or whacking them away, and throwing them off, they will whack me down.
They have done for years.
There’s no quick way I’ve found to defuse the unceasing machine that sends these out.
I still find posting my thoughts about teaching, learning and working on here scary.
I am still nervous about being seen.
I still feel anxious.
"What will people say?”
"What will my family say?"
"What will my colleagues say?"
They all run through my mind all the time.
But all of them, too, are negative energy balls.
And I am learning to get better at catching them when they are thrown at me.
To throw them behind me.
So, I am really curious: do you think fear or negative energy or thoughts affect your productivity for tasks like working in public or doing anything creative?
📸 Photo: Oh you know. Just casually throwing another negative energy ball away.